I let my blog Rot... yet again. *Sigh*
Unfortunately, I live my life by procrastinating, with a capital 'P'... explains it all, the inconsistency in blogging, the never done homework and assignments dated back to God knows when etc etc..
Anyway, trials is almost over, except for maths and EST., but do lets forget about unimportant things here *grins*
Things I've been up to lately... (important)
1. reading Popteen & various fashion magazines
2. Playing RPG games one after another after another
3. Anime & Mangassssss
4. Caught up with drama series
5. sleep
6. Shoppings..
So currently, all important things I've been able to accomplish...
Okay, on a serious note...
I did finish revising for my trials and I did pick up on my guitar and I did & still am picking up a foreign language..
*phew* I guess this make up for the time wasted on doing the 6 important things above *points points*
On a totally different note....
*back to some emo posts... or not*
*stretch fingers & take in a deep breath*
At times, when thing goes terribly wrong, the priority is no longer pointing fingers but fixing the problem... Yet, we tend to push responsibilities away and choose the easier route. To blame it on others for what you've become.. do we not know that what we become isn't ppl's doing but what we allow ourself to become by choosing to be affected by circumstances....
It's still better to appreciate flaws than to miss it when it's gone forever..
...
I typed a whole 3 page worth of essay and save it in the draft....
*sigh*
I can't help it....
No, you won't get to see it...
But if you happen to be reading this....
Please pray fo me.
Today another inspiring and talented person has left us. Not long ago, the world mourn over the death of Micheal Jackson and Farah Fawcett. Today it's Yasmin Ahmad, who's best known for her multiracial theme movies and commercials. *sigh*
Isn't life full of the unexpected?
Why is it always after we have lost something so dear that we regret and earn for it? This part of human nature is really amusing, not in a good way thou. We tend to take things for granted and expect to be spoonfeed...
Some take things for granted and expect it to be the way it is. Never occuring to them that what is here today might be forever gone tomorrow.
And there are the other group who refuse to face the reality of losing what they have and therefore push any thoughts of this matter to the far corner of their brains, trying to make it vanish...
Maybe, just maybe facing the concequences and reality would be a better option. Maybe dealing with the heartache would fix it back together....
At the meantime, why not give someone a smile, or perhaps a hug?
*hugs*
ahh.... I do apologize for my inconsistent updating..
Anyway, today was suppose to be "the day" aka drama competition. So all of us came to school with the most random stuff you can find on earth ie. two headed dinosaur, coconut shells, spongebob, a starfruit-cum-digi suit, fork and spoon... =.=
To tell the truth, we don't really need a drama competition to enhance and unleash our creative side, cause we, our class itself is a drama on its own... throw in some conflicts, misunderstanding, bad attitude, illness, and drama.....tada, 5 alfa appears.
So, the drama practice was practically in a mess, coz nobody remembers their lines and no practices have been done. It's only on the competition day itself that we start panicking and practicing. So, a messy drama practice leads to disagreements which in turn lead to fights and yells then to the whole class being divided. You people really arh...
Then during Bio, Briggie the lovely child passed out.... told ya our existance is drama itself. So the ambulance was called, her parents came and off she went to the Hosp. Glad to see her posting messages on facebook, which could mean that she's feeling better. Me thinks.... Take care Hon...
ps: there's alot on my mind, probably write some interesting thoughts soon.. when i feel like it.
Today was fun, even though I woke up with a deep sharp pain at 3 am. oww...
So i decided to stay home and skip school, typical me.... but then again, school mates did nothing in school anyway... hah!
So, wen to lynn's house in the afternoon.... kononnya wanted to study, and we ended up playing dress up. *smacks head* but that was the plan since the beginning lar... Too bad the others couldn't join...
Let the pics do the talking...





Nothing much to blog bout.... Am really really bored. And there's piles and piles of homework to be completed. However, being the procrastinator that I am, I think I am going straight to bed and skip homework yet again.
well, Do you still believe in getting free stuff out of the blue??
I never did, but yet again I am proven to be WRONG...
gah!! why why...
Day started with me skipping school *yet again* and waking up after noon.
Then I had a huge fight with my mom. I think she has an issue with me spending all my money on myself. Why! Why! It's my money!!! *jumps around protesting*
well, and today was coz I needed a haircut. BADLY!! a whole 3 months without a trim and i'll end up as cavewoman....
walking down the alley to my hairdresser.... and wala. They offered me a free hair cut. =.=''' Like seriously... neh neh neh, but then hor, I ended up using my-suppose-to-be-for-hair-$ on something else..... WHY!!!!
2nd chances is always what we need, yet this doesn't come by easy. Words said could never be taken back, deeds performed can never be undone, time would never tick in an anticlockwise direction....
Now that I'm not boiling up, I think this can be blogged in a more peaceful manner.
All in all I need an all-expense-paid-trip to somewhere deserted. And yes, I can continue to dream on as air tickets do not fall from the sky, neither do money grow on trees.
Much relationship have been strained, some to the extend of never mendable....
Words uttered can't be taken back, feelings can never be erased with ease. Yet, to me I prefer to just forget about it and move on. Then on the other hand, some I need to fix. Just not now. Period. I know you would never love me the way you did before, and we, as humans have continue to grow with time.... Maybe what it is now isn't really that bad. I wish we could go back to where we were a yew years ago, but you broke my heart while I dissapointed yours.
Isn't it weird yet fasinating that some things we know so well could appear to be foreign at the same time? Life's just full of suprises, and we're continuously opening a big wraped gift-box only to find another gift-box in it and yet another and another... It just goes on and on, yet we never get tired of opening all of it.
I'm just getting random thoughts right now,
No point dwelling on one subject for too long and I do have a sickness called short-attention spam, so.... ^^
Till something exciting happen, I'll just be ranting away about random stuff.
Fresh aroma could be smelled from afar......
It smells like.... something close to home,
close to the heart, something we hold so dear...
It's smells like...... like......
NASI LEMAK!!!
*runs away charging towards it*
*roar*